White-Knuckled Fingernails on a Chalkboard


Wherein Our Heroine Barely Dares to Hope.

Good grief, but I hope the Sox take it tonight.

Yes, I want them to win - to break the "curse," to end the chapter called "No World Series Wins" at 86 years. I want to see this team go all the way - they are feisty and driven and they have played really well over the last six games. They deserve it.

But most of all, I'm very, very tired. Our Hero and I kept saying, "We'll go to bed after this inning," last night. We kept it up until there were no more innings. We have missed some good stuff this season by being complete cowards and saying, "I can't bear to see them lose this one," and going to bed, only to wake up in the morning and find out they've won. However, late nights of baseball and early mornings are not made for one another.

Friends know that we're not the "I love the night life" types. Call us after nine in the evening during the week, and you're likely to get a sleepy voice pilfering an old Cosby joke ("Oh, I'm sorry - did I wake you?" "Don't worry - I had to get up and answer the phone anyway.") John sleeps poorly at the best of times, and gets up early so he can get to work before traffic gets really hairy. I sleep like a log, but I also need lots of the stuff, and I generally get up about an hour after he does. Last night we staggered to bed at midnight, and John got up at his usual five-or-so in the morning.

So this is a plea to Johnny, Pedro, Manny, Curt, Jason, Mark, Orlando, Pokey, Trot, David and all of the other Red Sox. Please. Take the Series tonight. We need the sleep.


Addendum:

I would like to add that it is very interesting to watch a game with this much riding on it and actually feel sympathy for the other side. Normally, games this big for a Sox fan are against those dreaded Yankees - we've seen the Yanks win often enough that we hardly notice their fans unless they're jeering, booing, or setting up a chant of "Who's your daddy?" As a result, when a Yankee fan is crushed with disappointment, it's hard to feel sorry for them.

But John and I both noted last night that we could really empathize with the Cardinals fans. We recognized those hunched forms, huddling over clasped hands. We know what it feels like to have that empty, hopeless-yet-hanging-in-there longing in the eyes. We sympathize with the rally caps and the restless agitation by the seventh inning. We know. We really know.

Posted: Wednesday - October 27, 2004 at 08:17 AM         | |


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